Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Tolerate to sit away even in a second.

By Atok Dan Baguoot



It is done

Properly done

He did it wholeheartedly

It is a deal done completely

It is done to block him from further entry

He was fond of entry without

And nobody bothers to ask

Not even a plain peace of it

He too signed it unknowingly

The past will never

Never will it happen as alleged.



It is properly signed

Truly signed to alter falsified past

A past meant to strengthen us

He isn’t here

Because it is so

He depleted my house he

Once occupied

He then called it empty

Empty not even a living thing

Yet he called me mud-like structure

Mud that he can not do without

Black as it appears

With ugly black appearance

That he can not tolerate to leave

Tolerate to sit away even in a second.



He was shortsighted

Shortsighted to figure its value

Its darkness

Its darkness that out weighed

Its colourfulness

Black that outweighed colourless soil

He one time pronounced it empty

But occupied

Occupied by him whom it was meant

Meant to be in without disturbances

But he created it when he entered

Not because he is reckless

But he was cursed by him the giver





A deal done is done

But still pilfering

The empty dark black mud

He then called it empty

Empty of his evil denials

He needs to apportion himself part of this black mud



He is in again in large numbers

Numbers that outweighed mind

Because of ill-gotten power from black mud

Gift of this empty black mud

Power that manipulates the source

See how powerful he is

He even speaks the tongues of black mud

Empty mud



He rejoices when I’m at worse

He rejoices when I’m at mess

He only appreciates my failures

He doesn’t expect me to prosper

Not even a notch of it

Not even an inch

He is a monster that dies courageously

He rejuvenates through my faults

My chaotic mood is his source of survival

Let us watch

Watch in stillness

He sleeps less in a year to conquer me.

He is a nocturnal like-creature.





The writer is a journalist working with Southern Sudan Radio and TV.

He can be reached through atokfuture@gmail.com

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